Paul’s beginnings were very similar to those of other beings. Much of our initial work touched on soul-related topics. There were many, as his soul’s relationship with the Hierarchy of Light (HiL) as a so-called lightworker was full of complex dependencies. There was the influence of Luciferian currents, dependence on Lucifer himself, and AI/SI systems that forced the soul to incarnate in various worlds.
Let us look at his subtle structure, which reflected these experiences and processes.
The soul’s body at the anupadaka level (i.e., the density of will and decision) was not fully developed:
• it was shared with other beings,
• dependent on the AI/SI system,
• orders flowed from other structures as well as the influence of the Hierarchy of Light (HiL).
What are the consequences of such action and structure? All impulses between the monad’s will (the adi level) and the soul passed through AI/SI filtering systems, which acted as intermediaries. Furthermore, the HiL structure sent „its” lightworkers from one world to another according to its own purposes.
At the beginning of our work, Paul’s soul was completely unaware of the existence of her own monad. This lack of awareness is characteristic of many souls developing evolutionarily. This can be compared to human behavior, as humans typically lack contact with their subtle self. Similarly, souls may not believe in the existence of monads because they cannot see them, are cut off from them, or contact is hindered by a lack of individualization at, for example, the atmic or anupadaka levels. For this reason, souls are often focused on lower densities, incarnations, and physical worlds. This stems from their „structure”—they are meant to experience, explore, touch, feel, and experience emotions. Unfortunately, this baggage of experience grows astronomically over time, which can eventually lead to the soul’s undoing. In the case of souls, so-called higher karma grows and becomes a driving force. The soul becomes entangled in various situations, groups, signs pacts, and through incarnation experiences or her own—she arouses strong emotions, often extreme, along with a sense of guilt. Guilt, unfortunately, is often exploited by various beings who use it for their own purposes.
The causal body is a kind of „warehouse” storing unintegrated incarnations and fragmented energies. For many souls, the causal level has become a kind of playground, an attempt by older souls to replicate the space of the adi level, that is the existence of monads. Therefore, souls literally cram many burdens into their lower bodies without engaging their monads. Only through work that involved dismantling individual spiritual structures, Metatron’s karma, and systems that evaluate souls, can we say that souls’ consciousness has risen to a level where they can more boldly look into the spaces of the monads and not burden their incarnations so much with what they themselves believe or succumb to. Therefore, it is better not to feed puppet methods and free this originally evil structure that cuts us off from ourselves. The soul is the soul. You are you. The subtle self is you. The monad is you. Use what you have and not escape into various types of enlightenment trances.
Our lives are regulated by the subconscious, the automatic brain. It works 24 hours a day, never ceasing. We carry within us ancestral, familial, and social patterns. We often behave like copies of our ancestors, carrying their crosses, dreams, and response programs. This isn’t the worst part, because the sense of love that we confuse with ancestral loyalty is insulting to us. Loyalty to the wrongs, behaviors, and lives of our ancestors. This mechanism binds the family together like a tangle of thorny trees that can trap birds. And love, love creates space. That’s why work that touches the body, the family lineage, and the subconscious is so difficult.
But we also have another kind of work. The soul, which can press, send, condition, punish, or—if she so chooses—help and support. Very often, when working with young people aged 18-22, our work touched on issues they had been struggling with for most of their lives. None of this originated with them, but was the result of a previous incarnation or the soul’s conditioning and her higher karma. This was an important yet terrifying discovery, because when a person—especially an older one—works on themselves for so many years, decades, and yet there are levels of the soul that can carry much more and overwrite what we ourselves do. A terrifying discovery, but at the same time liberating, because it answers many questions for people, not just those developing and working on themselves.
Paul, what’s up with him?
Just a few years ago, his soul’s behavior resembled a literal „drone”—she flew wherever she was told. Paul read my materials, but spiritually struggled with what I presented. How is it possible to work like this?! Contact or work with the soul seems abstract at first, but in reality, it’s a slow process of building trust and self-love. Paul’s soul wasn’t stupid from the start; even though her higher bodies were collective, she began to see the benefits of working with the personality for herself and her own growth. What drew the personality and soul away from working with me was loyalty, not ancestral loyalty—but the other, spiritual loyalty to the guardians to whom she had been „bonded” for countless eons. Their role was overwhelming at first, as they blocked almost every release and demanded almost everything. But that’s what it’s like to emerge from the matrix and the Luciferian disconnection, as well as from the teachings of Descartes and Kant, who rejected what they hadn’t perceived or developed themselves as humans. The first few months weren’t easy for Paul, I’d even say the first two years, because we worked on average once a month.
Spiritual work liberates much, but what doesn’t come to light now will materialize in the next life as a lack of understanding, karma, consequences, emotions, or events that need to be released, understood, and overcome. Liberation is an increase in consciousness, but also the elimination of causes vibrating in higher bodies as seeds of lower and higher karma. This leads to another topic – the individualization of given bodies, because everything is a whole, one permeating the other. Therefore, in my work, you can see how we approach one thing classically, that is, working with the body, the family lineage, and the subconscious, and then touch upon the subtle self or the soul. These days it looks simple, it reads well and comes across as an adventure when lived through during the work, but it truly required a tremendous investment of time and years of verification, as each element and level required a different approach. All lines and intermediaries had to be removed, such as:
1. The White Brotherhood.
2. Vedic and Buddhist lineages.
3. New Age movements.
4. The influence of Luciferianism and theosophical influence on contemporary spirituality.
It’s not that the entire lines were wrong, evil, or upside down—though they were, a little. The Theosophists were very close, yet they weren’t working with their souls due to the influence of guru-yoga masters and the White Brotherhood. The densities were literally flooded with constructs, systems, and values that cut off individual selves from each other.
Let’s look at Paul’s current subtle structure.
We can see his own subtle bodies, individualized up to the level of adi. The subtle self and the soul are two separate „vehicles.” Some subtle bodies of the personality reside within the soul, as they are an integral part of her. This structure allows for multidimensional movement and the so-called „being” in several places simultaneously. This is an extremely interesting issue.
The soul herself has greater emanation and spiritual mass, but what interests us more is the level of the monad and the Source, that is, the Supraaspects. What happened here? A lot of work, integration, and a few Subtle Reconstructions. Please bear in mind, Paul’s work with me lasted years, but from a collective being with only nine individual bodies, the growth is incredible. From a relatively young being, he grew to a size that an older being, but one who hadn’t worked on themselves in this way, might envy.
What does this change? First and foremost, the karma charge is reduced or completely eliminated, as the unconscious intentions that guided the actions of the monad and soul are released. This allows the personality to have greater influence over its existence, as the pressure from the soul and monad is directed in a completely different direction. The dual foundation is unified, and the aspects within the monad herself are organized and understood. The dependencies of the soul and monad are also released, as they are summarized and brought to awareness. The next level, the unification of the monad with the Supraaspect, is still a long way off, but they are well on their way.
We are interested in his very understanding of: attacks, subtle interactions, and the development of physical, spiritual, and emotional discernment. A lack of succumbing to the influence of guardians, hierarchs, and other deities. A completely new spiritual emanation and attitude. This builds greater confidence, stability, and a lack of fear of the future, death, or spiritual confrontations.
The species of souls – analyses
In this work I will answer a question I sometimes get: „Why don’t analyses always provide answers about the species of soul?”
Years ago, many people longed to be angels or archangels. No other type of soul seemed acceptable. However, when a soul’s origins turned out to be dwarf, gnome, troll, or orc, a litany of questions arose: „How so? Why?!” The approach to souls is often based on mythical thinking, inspired by fantasy works that reveal only a fragment of reality. The first problem: a lack of acceptance of one’s own origins.
The second problem is the heterogeneity of soul species. Sometimes it’s difficult to clearly determine what we’re dealing with—for example, a humanoid figure with dragonfly wings and a lion’s head. Then we check whether it’s a „disguise” or an „overlay.” If the soul does indeed look like this, what name should we use? Therefore, for years I’ve been allowing people to discover information about their souls through practice and self-improvement. This challenge forced me to develop a „soul type table,” which shows the soul’s emanations, meaning what „component” energies a given soul is built of, and what influences we perceive.
Souls, especially when working with me, can undergo a reconstruction that changes their gender and species. Therefore, the soul’s species shouldn’t be so important. What matters more is the soul’s emanations, the energies she’s built of, and her current vibration, as this indicates her level of burden and how much work she needs to do.
The Self-Unity Method is so unique and yet, theoretically, simple to apply that the mind initially does two things: either it greatly diminishes it, or it tries to place it on a who knows how high a pedestal, sending the thought, „I don’t understand anything.”
Relax. You understand perfectly.
It’s like reinventing the multiplication table or the wheel. Deep down, we all know this. The problem is that the forces and energies that have been accumulated on this planet for centuries—and the term „were” is suitable here—have deliberately cut off and redirected this simple knowledge into nonsense, the illusion of development, and, above all, the illusion of spirituality that every human being so desperately seeks.
So now: small steps. Be interested in observing yourself. Learn to distinguish between what appears in your head as ordinary thoughts, from the first, subtle contact with the subtle self, from the first energetic sensations.
We’ll get there. Chin up.
Nikodem Marszałek
2024
