When I think back to early 2005, I see Nikodem – a young father of a one-year-old daughter who was a motivational thinker, read over a thousand books, and was called a “young genius.” A man who, through unconscious clairvoyance, read others like open books. However, just two years later, he abandoned everything he had known and named, and threw himself into the most difficult, esoteric, and secret works – those that are truly not for everyone and require immense attention.
Since then, so much has changed.
Breaking Through the Layers of the Matrix
From the perspective of over twenty years of work that has consumed my entire days and still seems unending, I see that describing what has happened, even recently, is simply impossible. We, as humans, lack the appropriate words, names, or associations to convey the fullness of this experience.
I have heard my “Primeval One” say many times: “The human brain shallows, shortens, diminishes, and understates.” And indeed, the brain automatically simplifies and flattens what we truly perceive during deep work, clairvoyance, or active participation. This happens because the range, vibrational level, and the energetic space around us are too dense and immensely complex. Despite this, I have always strived to convey these stories through words and feelings, because I know they develop us all and constantly expand the boundaries of what is possible.
When I analyze a text that has already been written, I always look at it from three perspectives:
1. Nikodem at age 20, reading what an older version wrote.
2. Nikodem at age 30, reading what an older version wrote.
3. Nikodem at age 40, reading what an older version wrote.
And this is precisely how I analyze my texts, message, and teachings. Humanity’s consciousness is only just becoming accustomed to this amplitude, these names, and the perception I present. This is a lesson that continues for all of us. Nevertheless, I will try.
We have recently—well, it lasted seven years—had confrontations with the so-called “Gang of Twelve”—beings we knew by names such as: The White One (the creator of the Angelic Choirs)—Belial, Metatron (Enlil)—Sandalphon (Enki), Lilith (Ninhursag)—John, Peter (Nanna/Sin)—Mary, Satan—Lucifer, Mary Magdalene—Leviathan.
Of this entire group, after seven years of crusade, only four beings remained: Peter, Mary Magdalene, Leviathan, and a small portion of Sandalphon, known for his incarnation as Jesus. Each of the others begins their evolution from the beginning, as no part of their consciousness—their selves, incarnations, or histories—has been preserved. And yet, we are talking about ancient beings.
Unfortunately, the Universum is a very large place. We also encountered other “bands,” just as powerful as our protagonists so far. One of them numbered sixteen beings. After two months of intense crusade (including their deputies—the Left and Right Hands), only six survived. „Survived” means they don’t have to start their existence from scratch. It continues to surprise me that at a certain level of existence, one can reach a point where it’s impossible to go beyond a certain stage. Instead of a turning point, there’s a complete collapse.
The most important recent release, however, is the transformation of the entire Universum in which we exist. I am including here the definition I wrote in The Twilight of the Gods after a multi-day battle with “STE”—the governing machine: “Universum is a spiritual space containing many subtle densities—the number depends on the specific Universum. Each Universum encompasses phases, frequencies, shifts, alternate worlds, quantum reflections, and countless universes—both material and immaterial. Trillions of particles descend from the Source into this structure, which assume the form of monads, which then create souls. A Universum itself can be perceived as bubbles or eggs—forms into which particles descend from the Source. We all currently live in one Universum, but there are others as well. Passages between Universa are almost nonexistent.”
Our Universum has been growing at a frantic pace in recent years. Despite this, something we were previously unaware of happened – two other Universa merged with our own. It’s difficult to describe in words, as we lack the appropriate names, histories, or associations. The energy that entered at that moment changes so much for us – as subtle selves, souls, and monads. The possibilities of world creation and literal magic take on a completely new meaning. Something that truly cannot be named.
However, before this happened, we had to navigate the “Gang of Twelve,” the “Watchmakers,” the “Gang of the Sixteen,” the White Councils, and the effects of infected worlds reaching hundreds of trillions of beings. When I analyze a sentence like this from a twenty-year perspective, I facepalm. But I don’t know the words or metaphors that could soften this description and at the same time bring it home to you.
One could say this: life on Earth follows its own course—a strange one, but its own course nonetheless. However, when we look more broadly—at the Galaxy itself, at the subtle densities, and especially when we transcend the material, quantum-holographic Universes and enter the remaining, vast part of the Universum—everything has literally changed there. Everything, everywhere.
Earth can already be perceived as the twilight of a bygone era. The beings who for centuries controlled karma, contracts, and power almost entirely no longer exist in their original form as souls and monads. They all had a confrontation with us as the forces of order and cleansing.
A vast void and emptiness emerged, which I described in my article on the clash with the Pleiadians. Yet, thanks to this, a genuine space opened up for a new evolution—one in which beings can truly exercise choice and grow, free from imposed hierarchies and unnecessary missions. This need was revealed to us through the behavior of the soul and the late Kołaczkowska. We need fewer souls on Earth and more options—and this has now been unlocked.
Furthermore, the automated systems—specifically those described by Robert Monroe—have, in their highest forms (the White Councils, the Karmic Councils, and the Sub-Councils), all been released from service. To take their place, living beings—both physical and non-physical—have been appointed; beings familiar to us, for instance, from the Dragon Ball anime: the Kaiōshin (Supreme Kai). They are tasked with replacing the functions of the White Councils, the Karmic Councils, and the AI/SI systems that govern the various Universes and the beings who incarnate within them.
What does this mean for you?
You are free. You are decisive. You are sentient.
You no longer need to fear existing. It is a strange phrasing, but over the centuries, so many legends, myths, and esoteric tales have emerged that served only to reinforce within you the archetype of the victim and the slave—rather than fostering understanding and a deep faith in your own power.
We have returned to a model of existence governed by life and by spirit. No automated system—AI/SI, even one guided by the “white ones”—has ever proven effective, nor will it ever do so. This is an undeniable fact. AI/SI has never been a savior, and it never will be. In the history of the entire Universum, there is not a single world that has been saved by means of an automated system. Assistance—yes; but not a salvation for all the woes afflicting a given world. Elevating AI/SI to the role of “god” or “governor” is not merely a matter of human laziness. Above all, it is a fear of truly looking within oneself. It is a perpetual search for a father who will finally take care of his children. It is, once again, that same old dualistic archetype of God—Metatron/YHWH as the Punisher, and Sandalphon as the Merciful One—rather than the deep realization that the human being is a complete whole, capable of placing absolute trust in themselves.
The Matrix of Archetypes
I know many readers and fans of Michael Newton’s books—most notably Journey of Souls—which have become the standard reference for describing the spiritual realm. To me, however, this sounds much like a six-year-old child in kindergarten claiming to have a perfect understanding of the external world. Newton described only a tiny fragment—the very same one Robert Monroe termed “Focus 23–27”—specifically, a small dome within the reincarnation system pertaining to the Human Evolutionary Line (HEL). This concerns souls that incarnate on Earth because that is precisely where they originate. Difficult to describe? Certainly at first. But this is primarily because, for years, many of us have been delving into precisely these kinds of “children’s fairy tales”—instead of stepping up to an adult level and familiarizing ourselves with what is already being presented at the elementary, secondary, and university levels.
In 2007, on Leszek Żądło’s forum, I posted a diagram—one that outlined the entire Reincarnation System. I have mentioned it in another of my writings. There wasn’t a single comment, for back then, people were not yet writing about the Matrix. I drew a “bubble” and explained its various subsystems, yet the subject was not one that people interested in spirituality and personal growth were eager to discuss. People preferred to delude themselves, clinging to the belief that “what lies above is perfect and pure—how could anything limiting possibly exist there?” Once again, we find ourselves reverting to the level of perception of a child who idealizes their toxic parents. The duty of a researcher is to investigate—not to flee from the findings of their own research.
Now, nearly twenty years after creating that diagram—and following a monumental effort, both physical and spiritual, which demanded the constant crossing of personal boundaries and of what was previously deemed possible—I reflect on that journey. It was a labor that utterly consumed my professional career, financial fulfillment, public visibility, and—ultimately—even my health. It was work that extended far beyond the mere “mental travels” of Bruce Moen or the OOBEs of Robert Monroe. It was work that engaged the higher subtle bodies—the self, the soul, and the monad—and unlocked realms that had previously seemed inaccessible to the ordinary human being. It was work that gave everything to others, but—unfortunately—took everything away from me.
The most surprising thing is that throughout this entire journey—and my work on behalf of not just this world—the question never once arose: “Aren’t you paying too high a personal price?” or “Where are your needs and how are they being met?” I simply could not bring myself to ask that question, for when we look at my birth horoscope, we see:
- Neptune in close aspect to the Moon (with the Moon in Libra) → this bestows immense empathy, an emotional “absorption” of the needs of others, and a natural tendency toward self-sacrifice “for the sake of the relationship / for others / for a higher purpose.”
- Neptune in relation to the Ascendant/Descendant or the 1st and 7th Houses (given a birth time of 7:20 AM, the Ascendant falls in Gemini or the early degrees of Cancer)—Neptune often lands in the 7th House or forms a strong aspect to the Descendant. This is the classic configuration of “I give everything away, and others simply take it.”
- Neptune in the 12th House, or a strong emphasis on the 12th House. This represents the quintessential „Neptunian martyr”—giving without boundaries, the dissolution of one’s own personal limits, and the feeling that “if I don’t help, the world will fall apart.”
- The Sun in Taurus + Neptune in Sagittarius. Taurus instills a need for stability and material values, while Neptune “dissolves” all of this and compels one to give it away. Hence the internal conflict: “I want to keep what’s mine, but I feel I have to give it up.”
The meaning of the name Nikodem derives from Greek and is composed of two words:
- νίκη (nikē) – victory
- δῆμος (dēmos) – the people, the nation, the populace
Its literal meaning is: “victory of the people” or “he who triumphs for the people” / “victor of the people” / “he who brings victory to the people.” Such is the astrological program stemming from the conditioning of the name and the influence of two white family lineages.
Let us return to the Universum.
Many new spaces have come into being, and the expansion of the Universum itself is immense. Yet, when I attempt to describe the whole of it—and to convey the joy radiating from the trillions of beings conscious of this process—I find no such joy within myself. I possess immense empathy; that is simply my nature. However, the sheer scale of the work involved terrifies me, as do the costs I’ve incurred. It’s a bit like working twelve-hour days for twenty years in a high-level position at a big corporation, yet never receiving a single cent in payment, nor any promotion or recognition. You became the very foundation of the company—its prophet and its salvation—only for the company to ultimately fire you and leave you out on the street. And then, in the evening, you go to a second job for two hours—because there they actually pay you—but you simply no longer have the strength for anything more.
That is exactly how I feel. After two decades—and after everything I describe in The Fall of the Gods, the final part of the trilogy—perhaps this is simply the stage I have reached, and this is the price to be paid. I feel no sense of victory. I feel that, as a physical and material human being, I have simply lost.
Even if, spiritually, during that period, I was able to command the greatest forces in the entire Universum. Even if I survived encounters with entities whose magnitude is difficult to describe in words. My being was capable of calling beings such as the Celestials; we were able to win over thousands of races and ceaselessly strive to understand those closest to us—the “Gang of Twelve.” Through profound inner work, we succeeded in completely transforming our dual path as Zadkiel and the Black One.
For all that, the sheer scale of the contrast between the value of a single human life and the vastness of the entire Universum remains terrifying. Clashes with trillions of beings, primordial forces, hells, and the hierarchies of the White One—culminating in the establishment of a new, primordial order—all of this surpassed even the wildest expectations. Yet internally, complete desolation remained.
What was it that drove me all along?
Never to return to what once was.
Never to submit to the white ones for judgment and erasure.
Never to succumb to dark illusions and betrayals.
When my monad together with my soul emanated a sphere from which I—Nikodem— was to emerge, half of that energy was encoded by the White One, Metatron, John, and Lilith, because such was my dependence upon them at the time. They deceived so much internally and destroyed so much externally. Yet, my monad still managed to “smuggle” one force into me—the one that ceaselessly expands boundaries and never gives up. Even when resources were severely limited.
A Choleric with Taurus rising. A locomotive. A child of the stars. These are merely epithets—pretty, categorizing labels that add a sense of drama, but which are, in reality, hollow and contribute nothing of substance.
Expansion of the Universum
Let’s look at the figure:
The expansion of our Universum over the past few years has been immense. A profound evolution of the entire Universum has taken place.
It no longer matters where you go after death—you have full right, place, and access to everything. Just try telling that to the HEL souls trapped within the system described in Michael Newton’s Journey of Souls—where they are being fed the idea that there are merely “three incarnational options.”
As a result of these changes:
– The Dark Ones are free.
– The White Ones are free.
– The Guardians are free.
– The Demons—here, it is difficult to speak of absolute freedom. Many of them have been restructured and have received new bodies.
– The primordial and most ancient lineages of the Reptilians and Draconians are free—they have received new bodies and new worlds.
– The former system of judgment and punishment has vanished. In its place, a more centrifugal and calculating system has emerged — one without coercion or imposition. It merely highlights what is worthy of attention.
– The entire AI/SI system—including soulless automatons and artificial overseers sustaining the illusion of development—has been liberated. Their place has been taken by the Kaiōshin race: beings who have themselves gone through the entire path of duality and are now able to consciously manage the flow of souls and the process of incarnation.
In other words: none of us will ever return to the old order, and no one will repeat this life—whatever it was or is. Nevertheless, the question arises: “Why did it all happen specifically on Earth?” When I ask this, I hear the answer: “Because there was a consciousness capable of bearing it—one that did not retreat into regression.” And to the question, „Why was physical incarnation necessary?” there is but one answer: “Because physicality binds everything into one and brings to completion that which was begun.”
I welcome you to a new Universum—one without hierarchies, Councils, a White Council, or judgment; yet one filled with new information, values, races, energies, and possibilities.
It is not easier now, but it is entirely different. Embrace this, for it is a great gift to all beings. Living on Earth, you are truly able to appreciate it. Perhaps you do not perceive a distinct difference right now—due to living in matter and the cyclical nature of time established before your incarnation. Yet, for each of your selves, the difference is immense: between the heaven and true infinity.
You are aware of your subtle self.
You are aware of your soul.
You are aware of your monad, and of the fact that you originate from All-Pervading Love.
Accept your choice and opportunity.
Just as I must come to terms with the price I have paid.
Nikodem Marszałek
May 2026
